this must be very hard on you.
did he give any indication or explanation that this would happen? has he done anything like it before?
what is it that you are feeling conflicted about?
Yes it's very confusing for me and hard on me because he kept inviting me to his house to see me and told me how much he missed me since I moved. I live three hours away from him and I see him whenever I can. He's been opening up to me and told me how much I mean to him and that he does love me.
He's done this once before and disappeared on me. Sometimes he gets overwhelmed, I can understand that since he has bad anxiety, anxiety attacks and has many mood swings which I know can be draining on the body and overwhelming for him.
Guess I'm just conflicted by what has happened, when I thought things were going so well. Maybe I didn't use the right word as I was writing the thread at the time since I was upset, but I'm at a loss of words and I miss him very much. I'm not sure what to do at this point and I'm just glad I found a forum like this because I posted about my situation on other boards and not many people took the time to respond or knew what to say. I'm still learning about Borderline, reading articles and I plan on buying a book on it once I get money.
Thanks for responding to my thread. I appreciate it a lot!