In the midst of ending a 6 year relationship , with my BPD girlfriend

[Bklyn65]

I am in the midst of ending a 6 year relationship with my BP girlfriend. I no longer want to live in this nightmare.
I finally faced the fact, she has a mental illness, that will not go away. I’m tired of her lies, her shifting blame, her verbal abuse.  I’m tired of feeling like I am losing my mind, tired of doubting my own sanity, tired of feeling guilty for things that she perceives to be true , but isn't reality. Tired of suppressing  my feelings, so she will not spin out of control.
I am looking for validation, to hear from people who have gone through, or is going through a similar situation . Im just tired of doubting my own sanity. It would be nice to know I’m not alone

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[once removed]

hi Bklyn65, and

you do sound exhausted.

have you broken the news to her, or discussed it with friends or family?

[cbalzly]

I just ended a three year relationship, although due to a side a small side business there is still communication and I am realizing I may not want to do that anymore either.  My peace needs to be priority.  Does you SO know you are leaving yet?