Hi Helmand,
Thanks for writing in.
I encourage you to check out this weblink on this forum
https://bpdfamily.com/message_board/Themes/default/welcome3.htmlThis site you originally contacted is for family members and relationship partners of BPD sufferers. This is where we learn to support our loved ones, and where we learn to take care of ourselves. Because of this, we do not have the resources to help individuals with BPD, but through the link i provided, you will find other links to more appropriate forums, where you will find others like yourself who were brave enough to have taken positive steps towards healing.
Good luck on your journey toward understanding and recovery .