Hi J2l,
I’d like to welcome you to the family. I’m sorry that you’re going through this. A break-up with a pwBPD is an experience that few can relate with, that said members here get it and can offer you
guidance and support.
I am sorry if this is not a good thing to express but I feel like I need to vent and get clean and away from his negativity and addiction filled head. I’ve found so many things on his phone and he is a pig!
You had a r/s together and he means something to you. It sounds like your values were not aligned.
You’ve known your family and friends for a long time I’m sure that there will be people that will understand. Have you had thoughts about reaching out to anyone? What are your thoughts on that?