Hi Chamber, adding my voice to MLA1 to welcome you to the group. Glad you felt like you could reach out to us in crisis.
Can I ask, how old is your son? Is he living at home with you?
When he was hospitalized, was he compliant with whatever treatment was happening?
And does he have an "official" BPD diagnosis?
Just getting a little more in the picture of what's going on for you.
Coping with BPD traits and behaviors is absolutely exhausting and leads all of us to our snapping points. This group is a good place to let it out with people who understand. Another group you could investigate, that is well respected, is the
NEA-BPD Family Connections program. It's a free 12-week support group for people supporting a loved one with BPD, and from what I have read, it focuses on education, skills training, self care, and communication.
Hopefully, if that is a good fit, then adding that to your support system will help you make it through more days with your son.
How was last night? How are you doing this morning?
-kells76