She: I feel ashamed of you sometimes and i don't love you anymore. It feels like you are sufficating me when you hold your arms around me i don't feel any love having you around.
Me: Eh Ok, seriously where does this come from?
She: i just feel like this and you will only cheat on me on you "business trip".
Me: Please stop that cause you know it isn't true, why do you say that you not loving me anymore?
She: What's wrong? Can't handle the truth? I go to bed now.
You can change this dynamic.
First of all... .she can't explain it. That raises the anxiety.
was there anything said before she said she was ashamed?
"I'm ashamed of you... ."
"Oh my goodness... ." (perhaps lean in a bit... .or gently touch her... .not a big squeeze... .but put your hand on her)... .you "I'm here to listen if you want to talk... ."
her "blather blather blather... ."
you "I can see this is upsetting... " "Would you like me to snuggle with you while you are working through your feelings?"
Big picture... .if she seems upset but reasonable... .perhaps ask "How can I best support you right now?" or "Would you like to get some sleep and talk more over breakfast (let her bring it up... .not you)"
if she gets really mean or abusive...
"This is a lot for me to think about... .can we talk more tomorrow?"
go to sleep...
if she keeps it up... .
"I'm going to have to take a break... .I'll be back in 10 minutes"
Do you see how this changes the dynamic. After we see how she reacts to his... we can sweeten up your response... .
FF