Hi and thanks for the update. I've been wondering how things were going for you. How are you feeling pregnancy wise?
It is great that you are in therapy! I know it can be difficult but it is so worth it and I am sure the support must be great especially during this time. The behavior of your father is violating indeed! Do you have ways of protecting yourself from his privacy violations?
I too am diagnosed with PTSD and depression. I definitely have some of the thought patterns associated with BPD and honestly, I don't think any of us here got off scott free in terms of that. How could we after being raised the way we were? It makes sense to me that you would have some and that you fit the avoidant personality label too. I bet I do if my T wanted to stick more labels on me. I am not saying that to minimize you or your experience but rather let you know you are not alone. And that maybe how you were raised and what you lived with is why
help explain why I always have so much trouble with therapy and getting better... .Everyone has different opinions and it often leaves me feeling that I'm just weird with no explanation to validate it.
I hear you on this. The thing is we do not fit into nice neat categories. We are human and fortunately we are more than our labels, right? Do you feel like your past is enough of an explanation for why? I always wanted a clear answer and reason for my questions because in my mind that would make things easier for me to fix and address and I would feel justified for the way I was. Does that resonate at all? It's okay if it doesn't. I am just thinking out loud here.
Anyway, I am glad you are back. You can add us to your support network you know.