hi gary seven. i'm really sorry for your situation and while it certainly isn't a happy one, there are a few items that may be to your benefit at this point.
I am just about washed up at my job. I have not been able to focus and pass a specific examination for the 4 th yr in a row. they are giving me one more chance, in 90 days, and the scores take another 90 days to be posted. I have spoken to folks at my national level, about why I can't pass, but i can't bring myself to tell them my backstory. I can't focus on much anymore having lived this hell.
I am going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow for medications and am joining an impaired professionals group on Monday night. i know that my story is gonna spread amongst my co-workers.
that might be a good thing: if they know what's up, would they be understanding about your job performance? my supervisors and co-workers were very good to me in my crisis, i hope yours are to you. also, it's good that you're taking steps for yourself, seeing the psychiatrist and joining the support group.
Tomorrow I am also calling to interview a lawyer. I don't think I deserve the pain. I have kept a diary of sorts (excel spreadsheets) documenting the craziness just in the last three years. And a couple of movies on my phone (I have since stored the card away safely).
excellent. please report back about the conversation with the lawyer!