We've been together for about 3 months now, which doesn't seem like long but we hit the ground running. We have such a strong beautiful connection and we knew minutes into our first date that this was going to be profoundly different for both of us. It took jut. Few week for me to see the dr. Jekyll / mr. Hyde effect... .And at first I thought "he's just a Gemini" but I started to see things in a Different light. There was no reason for it, but the switch would just flip SO FAST.
I thought I Could handle it, until he got suicidal on me one night. His attitude was so terrible and he felt worthless and desperate enough to actually start making plans. It was like he blacked out... .like he was possessed - he was NOT himself in the least. When he snapped out of it he apologized a million times, promised he'd never go back there and quit drinking. I can't go through that EVER again... .
He's looking into 30 day programs now, and all I want I for him to be healthy and happy. I'm trying to be strong because I know he needs me. I can't imagine being in his shoes and being alone! It doesn't help that he just found out he's adopted... .33 years old and now he has no idea who he is... .
Thanks so much for reading, listening, and supporting
