So I get a text from her. Its weird... like she cant go without texting me at least every two weeks. I assume this is just her pattern. Doesnt bother me as im pretty detached anymore and ill respond friendly. Idk as weird as it is i like her checking in with me. I guess im to the point where im kinda past the hurt and i just care about her enough to still have her in my life. Were not exactly friends... not exactly lovers. Something inbetween. And tbh i think its whats best for us. Yes i love her and wish things could work out in the future but until she gets treatment i think this is all either of us can handle. With me working on myself in therapy it helps me not get overly involved with her stuff as well. For now i think this is our balance.
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