Hi amatmywitsendtoo
Welcome to the forum. I'm very sorry to hear about your daughter and your troubles. It's incredibly difficult to cope with their behaviours and choices and we all share this same problem. This forum has been my life saviour as I explore a way forwards with my adult son (BPDs26).
It would be helpful if we knew a little more about your situation. Has your daughter been diagnosed with BPD?
She was in weekly counseling from Sep through Dec however has lost her job and I am scared. Recently the boy has left her alone she has been happy. However, within the last 24hours I believe she thinks he moved on. I am pretty confident she has cut herself.
It sounds like your daughter has had a lot going on recently. Was the loss of her job somehow connected to her not going to her weekly counselling any more? I wonder if she shared her experience with you and why the counselling stopped?
Some on the forum put treatment as a requirement to staying living at home. We all are different, our situations are unique and what is acceptable for one family may not be for another family.
My experience with my BPDs is that his relationship broke down with his counsellor (black/white thinking, abandonment), he also has bad experiences of professionals in general and so it's been a challenge to get him to a place where he's willing to seek treatment. I believe that they have to be ready to fully engage with treatment for it to be effective but my view may not be yours.
I am just so torn apart. I cannot seem to get her back in therapy. Any ideas on how to get them to want help is much appreciated.
It's perfectly understandable that you're feeling the way you do. It's just terrible watching our kids suffer and in pain and we want to fix their problems. I used to want to get everything in place so he'd get the help he needed, I pushed and he resisted. Until they really get uncomfortable they won't be willing to seek help. My BPDs struggles with life's challenges - when he's highly emotional he can't hear me. They need us not to react, they need us to be a calming influence.
I encourage you to read about BPD, please take a look at the Start Here on the top right hand of this page. The more I learned, the more I understood, the less I reacted. This allowed me to get myself into a place I could think more clearly. Importantly, I've learned how to more effectively support him through better communication skills and a huge amount of validation. By having a better relationship he is able to better able to hear me because he feels safe and trusts me that I won't react.
My BPDs wants to be understood and shown love but in the right way.
Unfortunately, there are no quick fixes. My BPDs26 got diagnosed at 24, it's taken us 16 months for him to be able to understand and ask for professional help. This has been through gentle encouragement at the right time, gently done.
I encourage you to read as much as you can and keep posting. This will help you to arm yourself with a toolkit that will help you. I hope I've helped you.
There is hope and you're not alone.
Hugs to you
LP.