Well, walking is free, and a lot better than sitting around moping. We look forward to updates... .
i plan on rollerblading today. then going to the library.
my thoughts still wonder to him even when exercising.
i have a bottle at a friends house trying to avoid that route
Good for you! Of course your thoughts are going to wander to him, they will for a while, but you can use that as motivation to grow and create a future you love. And maybe you don't want to hear that right now, but it's true.
I put away plenty of booze for a few months after I left her, right through the holiday season, and as expected, I felt a little better during and a lot worse after. No solution there, but you know that, although don't make yourself wrong if you go there.
thanks... now i just need to motivate to get out of this bed... .i hate these cycles...
right now i feel angry. thinking of the time he was on his knees
beggibg me to keep him that he was screwes in the head after i found
him attempting to view child porn on the net.
just feel decieved and lied to right now i will probably write my whole story
later today. theres a lot i have never said... It makes me sick to my stomach.
