My PTSD makes her hurt worse

[ilovehersomuch!]

I just got my daughter back from her dad. I lost custody after she and my son said he was sexually abusing them. i had expoert testimony proving I didnt have munchousen and followed all orders from everyone I could. Look up Mothers of Lost children.

while in his custody she began cutting, using drugs, alcoholism, and many real suicide attempts.

she almost overdosed and was in pulmanary criticole care. child serivces investigated me with no finding that i would hurt them in any way. but read that site its every bit as bad and real as it shows.

Maybe worse.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Our objective is to better understand the struggles our child faces and to learn the skills to improve our relationship and provide a supportive environment and also improve on our own emotional responses, attitudes and effectiveness as a family leaders

[Naughty Nibbler]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

[ilovehersomuch!]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

verbal

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

[ilovehersomuch!]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

verbal

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

she has medical marijuana card

i fail to make her feel loved enough

[ilovehersomuch!]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

verbal

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

she has a medical marijuana card

i fail to make her feel loved enough

i fail to allow her feelings without getting offended

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_2wgfEBoHuJM0NaOFJSZ09lT0U/view?usp=drivesdk

[ilovehersomuch!]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

verbal

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

she has a medical marijuana card

i fail to make her feel loved enough

i fail to allow her feelings without getting offended

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_2wgfEBoHuJM0NaOFJSZ09lT0U/view?usp=drivesdk

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_2wgfEBoHuJM0NaOFJSZ09lT0U/view?usp=drivesdk

[ilovehersomuch!]

HI ilovehersomuch!:

So sorry for all your troubles.  Sounds like you fought hard to get your daughter back, but I can understand that it can be a tough situation with your combined problems.

She moved back almost a year ago. when she breaks down she attacks every part of me and uses things to hurt me, which i believe is another weapon to harm herself.

Is she verbally attacking you, physically or both?

verbal

But i have PTSD and get triggered.

I feel like i should push her away to make her better. She tells truths about me but things that i didnt think were so bad seem horrible.

I cant get triggered.

I try to follow her directions and i always fail.

Please help me so i can be good for her without fail.

Are either or both of you getting any therapy or meds?

What are the directions that you think you may fail to comply with?

she has a medical marijuana card

i fail to make her feel loved enough

i fail to allow her feelings without getting offended

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_2wgfEBoHuJM0NaOFJSZ09lT0U/view?usp=drivesdk

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_2wgfEBoHuJV3hGeXZKcTRNbWM/view?usp=drivesdk