Hi Daytonagirl,

Welcome to the community! You’ve come to the right place for support.
I can understand having gone through many years of challenges. Members here understand what it’s like. Things can definitely get better, so I hope you will take advantage of all the resources and support on offer here.
What behaviors are causing the most difficulty right now, Daytonagirl?
Keep writing. This is a safe place to work through these challenges. We’re here to support you.
heartandwhole