Hi BPDgotmegood,
The blame and hot and cold treatment sound like BP. But, I thought trichonosis came from eating undercooked pork or game... . Just confused.
BPD is a horrible disorder and I pity the people who suffer from it, and the ones who suffer because of it, like you. I hope you find your way out of the fog.
Even if it isn't BPD. This is clearly a difficult relationship, and it doesn't sound as if you are gaining much.
Trichonosis is from pork or sexual contact funny part she doesnt eat pork ! And since I havent been with her in over 2 months sexually and I am clean no way I gave it to her. and when I confronted her with that and the fact of her lies she went ape crap all over me. And says all I am trying to do is ruin her life and destroy her and possibly kill here LOL.
I told her if i was out to hurt you do you think I would be trying to get you to go get mental health help ? BUt honestly she has really woke me up and I don't like the thought anymore of thinking of her living with me.
And I am going on vacation this week for 5 days to dallas tx and that made her furious she said how dare you visit your mother with out me. And I said my mom doesnt want me near you and my mom doesnt even want you near her! LOL But I am not a mama boy but no way I am driving to east coast to get some insane crazed woman just to make her happy to go see my mother.
BUt heck 1 month this lunatic goes 5 days NC with me and she goes nuts and writes non stop but I am writing less to her in response and avoiding her more also I have come to the point where the love feels upsetting to my stomach now really I puked my guts out other day when I fealt I missed her.
Later