I used to cry - now I just laugh

[Depression = 72% of members]

Even a month ago there were times I just wanted to cry for all that was happening with my stbex - now as the fog clears I just want to laugh at how crazy she is - I think its getting worse and worse or maybe I'm finally seeing clearer - but the stuff she texts and the things she says are just so crazy that I can't help but laugh.  Maybe this is part of detaching but I like laughing at it alot more than crying over it.

[cal644]

Even a month ago there were times I just wanted to cry for all that was happening with my stbex - now as the fog clears I just want to laugh at how crazy she is - I think its getting worse and worse or maybe I'm finally seeing clearer - but the stuff she texts and the things she says are just so crazy that I can't help but laugh.  Maybe this is part of detaching but I like laughing at it alot more than crying over it.

[HoldingAHurricane]

I was wondering if I should worry about myself because in the middle of telling a friend of mine about his recent diagnosis and the chaos that is my daily grind I started to laugh. For some reason the absurdity of my life at that moment struck me as funny. I see things he does and I find it so ridiculous that I smile a lot too some days. It is a relief to laugh instead of feel like I am slowly losing my sanity.