OMG the world spins quick! I had to drop a bill off with a customer who works in a cafe this morning. (I've never been to this cafe before). It's on the fringes of a huge lawned area outside the cathedral. There's a path running down the edge of the lawn to the cafe.
I saw her (quite a distance away) sat on a bench with a take away coffee. She was sat side ways on to the path I walked & don't think she saw me.
She doesn't know the person I was calling to see in the cafe so she had no way of 'putting herself there'.
I'm sure it was a pure chance sighting. I couldn't believe the timing of it, I haven't seen her anywhere since we split.
Disappointingly, she looked very well & nicely turned out. It made me feel quite shaky & got that butterfly feeling in my stomach. Once inside the cafe I found myself trying to keep conversation running with the customer for as long as possible because I didn't want to go back outside. (I'll bet the customer thinks I've got a thing for her now!
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When I finally mustered up the courage to leave the safety of the cafe again, armed with a very hot latte in-case she tried anything dodgy (I figured steamed milk is a considerable weapon against a woman who's precious about her hair & make up), she was nowhere to be seen!
Joking aside, it really put the willies up me! I felt every emotion a man can experience, but with the confusion of feeling them all at the same time. Quite unpleasant!
Then an hour later, get 'withheld' call to my mobile. It only rang three times & had stopped by the time I got it out of my pocket. I'm convinced she didn't see me & the call could've been anyone withholding the number. But The timing seems odd. Maybe she didn't see me but coincidentally called me just now? Maybe she did see me but wasn't her calling? Maybe she saw me & was calling?
MAYBE MY HEADS GOING?
