Some folks post music lyrics on the forums. I'll just post electronic music track (link to YT, I hope its allowed here).
It basically depicts, or better said `replays` one full cycle of my r/s with my EX BPD, the story my emotions her emotions and if you like then hard drugs... .
www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbpUOr5VvL0Recycle, replay it as often as you want. Some will tell you to delete this track and never play it again.
I`m scared, that I am addicted to her, just clean. :'(