Mind Games

[Grissum69]

Well after a rough Christmas day I think I don't have anymore tears to produce at least for a while...      anyways...   is this how it always is playing mind games all the time?  I was blocked again from her on FB, i can almost guarantee this wont last long it didn't last time either.         So what gives?   I played this facebook tag before her for quite a while and it got tiring real quick.  Anyone else go through this?

I don't have my book yet that I ordered "I hate you  don't leave me"  so I can't peek into all of this just yet.  I did have the pleasure to meet someone last night , a nurse at my local ER.   We got into talking and I found out that her son has BPD, she told me he had gotten into a lot of trouble in his life with addiction and being with the wrong people.  My stay at the ER was pleasant and she made me laugh, we didn't get to get into much conversation because she had other things to attend to but I'm sure I'll be back to see her again so we can talk.  She gave me some insight ... .   I was was content.   

[Southern_Belle]

"I played this facebook tag before her for quite a while and it got tiring real quick.  Anyone else go through this?"

Yes, oh, yes! Since Aug '12 my BPDbf has blocked, re-friended, un-friended, and then blocked me about 13 times. I'm currently blocked right now. Though, about 2 weeks ago, we went out with a friend and had a really fun night together. So, he sent me a friend request…. then he changed his mind and retracted the friend request.