Hi again
Shell ShockedMy husband and I had the initial appointment with the psychiatrist today. He thought it might be good for us to come in first to give a history since my daughter is so resistant to therapy. I liked him. He really listened and he asked great questions. I don't know if that is the difference between seeing a psychologist/therapist and a psychiatrist or if we have just missed the mark with the other. For the first time I didn't feel like my concerns were brushed aside as "teen behavior" or that my daughter's only problem was that she was a "pathological night owl" who needed to reset her body clock. He said she was clearly exhibiting BPD and NPD traits but didn't want me to feel hopeless or that it was a "death sentence." He said that he thinks from listening to us and our story that this has been going on for a long time and was very deep rooted. He said he also thinks it comes from a place of deep pain but not to beat myself up. That she is a tough case and he will help her but it is going to be a long road.
I am pleased to hear you've now found someone that takes your concerns seriously. Sometimes it takes time to get the right 'fit' whether it be a psychiatrist or a psychologist/therapist. But the important thing is that you now have found someone who seems realistic about the difficulties that lie ahead while also offering hope for the future. BPD is defintely a challenging disorder, but there are many people with BPD who through hard work have managed to better deal with their difficult thoughts and emotions which has allowed them to improve their behavior.
It's a starting point. I feel heard. I hope that my daughter is willing to work with him and get help.
I hope this too. Do you feel like your daughter has in anyway ever acknowledged that there might be something wrong with her? Has she ever expressed a willingness to work on her issues?