experiences of being pregnant with a pwBPD

[Smileypants]

I searched for posts on this topic. But the only thing it brought up was concerning women with BPD faking pregnancy.  I couldn't find anything about non BPD women's experiences while pregnant with the father of the child being a BPD.  I had a lot of bad experiences while pregnant with my last child.  Ex. My husband is BPD.  He was threatening to take her away from me when I was 12 weeks pregnant.  Just recently found out I am pregnant.  Feeling very anxious.  Could anyone else share their experiences.