Anyway, nights are worst. I have intense dreams of childhood and weird, bizarre things. I also get intense flashbacks during waking time, to things that aren't even memories. Also to periods during childhood (7-9 years old). It's exhausting. Can you relate to this? What is it?
I had something similar, bizarre feelings/sensations that were not memories but they were like same sort of feelings I had when I was a child. Really difficult to explain but they made me uncomfortable and anxious. I also had other stuff and I'm pretty sure it was depersonalization, it can be described as if your mind is being partially in dream state.