Having one of those moments

[Depression = 72% of members]

I'm having the "it's all just my imagination" moments tonight.

I feel like I'm fighting a ghost again, my exgf was very inappropriate yesterday but today has transformed into the sweet little girl I can kinda like and admire.

It is like I'm the one who's lost touch with reality and she's just fine. Lol

I really dislike these moments when I cannot trust my instincts and rely on facts. I may want so desperately to believe she's finally well that I do slip into an unreal state of thinking.

Oh well, I do KNOW one thing, talking to her or being around her I always end up puzzled and confused. Like watching a foreign movie with no English subtitles, I'm interested but I will be damned if I know what's really going on. Do I sit through the whole movie and stay confused or do I walk out and focus my attention on something I can grasp.

I did walk out, I just cannot escape her as long as we share our son.

Blah blah blah blah blah.

[JerryRG]

I'm having the "it's all just my imagination" moments tonight.

I feel like I'm fighting a ghost again, my exgf was very inappropriate yesterday but today has transformed into the sweet little girl I can kinda like and admire.

It is like I'm the one who's lost touch with reality and she's just fine. Lol

I really dislike these moments when I cannot trust my instincts and rely on facts. I may want so desperately to believe she's finally well that I do slip into an unreal state of thinking.

Oh well, I do KNOW one thing, talking to her or being around her I always end up puzzled and confused. Like watching a foreign movie with no English subtitles, I'm interested but I will be damned if I know what's really going on. Do I sit through the whole movie and stay confused or do I walk out and focus my attention on something I can grasp.

I did walk out, I just cannot escape her as long as we share our son.

Blah blah blah blah blah.