What leads you to believe that your father murdered your mother? How did you find out that he's a pedophile? Those must be shocking revelations.
over a period of years he systematically increased her stress level knowing it was causing seizures, and blood pressure issues. She was straight out of surgery for her heart two years ago and he threw one of his fits in the hospital, now I realize he was trying to kill her then. So many examples, too many to share. The day she died her cardiologist and neurologist heard the threats he had been making and said she needed to be removed from the situation. Again too many responses to type.
I found out two days before my birthday in June that he had started sexually molesting my adopted brother that we adopted at age 11 when we got him. My father is an ordained minister, elder in the church and well know in our state and has condemned people to hell because they didn't attend church three times a week, all while he is molesting a child. The Holy Spirit also brings things to my attention and he approached at least three other men for sex while i was a teenager, i am sixty six now. Have you had a similar experience?