then I stop reading and get comfortable and want to leave bc she is irrational, can’t control her emotions, won’t change and it feels
Hopeless.
first and foremost, stick with your support group. make it a major part of your lifestyle. dont halfway commit if you want to solve major obstacles.
second, interact with the support group. respond to others. youd be amazed at how working with others can help you see yourself, and help keep you in problem solving mode.
third, if you arent, see a therapist and make a strong commitment there. in my mind, its a critical component of support and staying centered.
what happened in the conversation about chores? how did you approach it? what was said?
as general advice, i would stay clear of linking a discussion of chores to vital topics in your marriage... .thats a connection no one wants to make. its best to approach relationship issues in times of calm... .and over a period of time. dont hit everything at once, and try to stretch each topic over a period of days so each of you have time to reflect, and in particular, do a whole lot of
just listening.