Hooray for freedom

[Depression = 72% of members]

Hey guys, Im like 75 days out of a BPD rs... .  and I am starting to feel really good again!

It feels so good to just do what I want w/o worrying about how it affects anybody else.

People who care about me in a healthy way, actually like me doing exactly what I want as long as its healthy!

It is great to be out of this relationship! Im going go have a cup of coffee!

Wow, I am stoked to be alive... .  I still have chronic pain in my pelvis from god knows what in this rs (tested and clean).

But I am just happy to be free. There are so many great people that I don't know and I am going to seek them out to meet my own social and emotional needs! Thats an awesome possibility. A huge door has opened up for me. A second chance at a life free from the tyranny of an emotionally abusive (PD) partner, and emotionally abusive (PD) parents.

Life is amazing when you live it for yourself. Not selfish... .  just like the orange tree if I have good roots and get plenty of sun and water... .  I will bear fruit for many!

Here's an orange for my friends on bpdfamily! Sorry if its kind of small... .  Im working on growing bigger and better oranges as I strengthen my roots and limbs through therapy, meditation, and create new and healthier boundaries that allow for respectful communication, creative discourse, and gradual emotional attachments that grow at my trunk like small bits of moss or wildflowers... .  spawning new growth, in new directions... .  as the wind comes and goes and blows the seeds around. I will let myself go and grow with the randomness of nature... .  and I accept the fact that if I create great life within myself, I can expect that the birds and the bees and everyone else will incorporate me in to their grand scheme... .  as well. Here's to the intermingling of healthy narcissism!

We all deserve the best life has to offer!

(thanks for listening to my rambling)

Best,

Stoic

[stoic83]

Hey guys, Im like 75 days out of a BPD rs... .  and I am starting to feel really good again!

It feels so good to just do what I want w/o worrying about how it affects anybody else.

People who care about me in a healthy way, actually like me doing exactly what I want as long as its healthy!

It is great to be out of this relationship! Im going go have a cup of coffee!

Wow, I am stoked to be alive... .  I still have chronic pain in my pelvis from god knows what in this rs (tested and clean).

But I am just happy to be free. There are so many great people that I don't know and I am going to seek them out to meet my own social and emotional needs! Thats an awesome possibility. A huge door has opened up for me. A second chance at a life free from the tyranny of an emotionally abusive (PD) partner, and emotionally abusive (PD) parents.

Life is amazing when you live it for yourself. Not selfish... .  just like the orange tree if I have good roots and get plenty of sun and water... .  I will bear fruit for many!

Here's an orange for my friends on bpdfamily! Sorry if its kind of small... .  Im working on growing bigger and better oranges as I strengthen my roots and limbs through therapy, meditation, and create new and healthier boundaries that allow for respectful communication, creative discourse, and gradual emotional attachments that grow at my trunk like small bits of moss or wildflowers... .  spawning new growth, in new directions... .  as the wind comes and goes and blows the seeds around. I will let myself go and grow with the randomness of nature... .  and I accept the fact that if I create great life within myself, I can expect that the birds and the bees and everyone else will incorporate me in to their grand scheme... .  as well. Here's to the intermingling of healthy narcissism!

We all deserve the best life has to offer!

(thanks for listening to my rambling)

Best,

Stoic