Thanks for your support people.
I just realized that my post didn't contain any questions or info that could help or benefit any of you. My post is just pure sobbing and yet I still get response and support from you people. Thanks! It means a lot.
I am sure that marriage for my ex is a control thing. Not a love thing. There is a BIG difference.
For my ex it's all fun and games until either her or my replacement finds out that marriage means being supportive for each other. Something my ex lack.
I am still shocked how fast and brutal I got replaced. Detachment takes time. I guess you all know
Thanks for listening.