EXBPDbf has been distant with me all week because of last Saturday (refer to my other threads) I haven't really been that bothered to be honest, its been great, only exchanged texts about my daughter as shes with his folks all week and his folks never contact me for some strange reason (but hey thats a different story). Yesterday he was calling me and his friend non stop, he even came round to mine 10 at night but i wasnt in so he tells me cause he was worried and "cares i was out with my friends. He even called me 1:00 in the morning, declined it. Me and his friend have decided to go NC, until today, he calls us with no caller ID, both of us, i thought it might have been something to do with my daughter or something so i answered it, behold BPD drawing me back in, AGAIN! I felt so free, i was feelkng like i was on the road. His friends been drawn in again. Apparently he wants to talk to me later as we have apparently been taking things slow at the moment and he wants to see if we can take it "further" hahahahahahhaha! NO WAY!
Ive blocked his number but my phones playing up. Why distant one day then overnight, next day, stalking me?
Where to the land of "nothing"?
WHY WHY WHY! stupid charm
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Had enough, as if i haven't got enough going on in my life right now, i put up with these games. He's still so pissed off that we didn't tell him me and his friend hang out sometimes, well we've said our sorrys, explained the situation, get over it, boyy! the things his done. Unforgivable.
Rant over!
How do i go NC if his turning up at my door, ringing me like a manic? How do you keep strong?
