I have moved back

[Before you can make things better, you have to stop making them worse...]

So recently I have moved back into the same kind of area that my ex lives in, it is the area I grew up in since childhood aswell so I feel at home here.

Yesterday I was having a driving lesson and bam! None other than my BPD ex cuts me up in my lane, really dangerous driving. Nearly writes off my instructors car and very nearly seriously injures all involved.

It has really shaken me tho as I really didn't want to see her this soon. It felt so empty looking straight through her empty eyes and her just driving away.

Oh and I'm pretty sure she was with one of my old best friends who I've now found out she's been seeing for a while. Damn, now that's every relationship ended where either a "friend" has taken a girlfriend away from me or jumped straight into my shoes just days after the breakup.

[Hellothere]

So recently I have moved back into the same kind of area that my ex lives in, it is the area I grew up in since childhood aswell so I feel at home here.

Yesterday I was having a driving lesson and bam! None other than my BPD ex cuts me up in my lane, really dangerous driving. Nearly writes off my instructors car and very nearly seriously injures all involved.

It has really shaken me tho as I really didn't want to see her this soon. It felt so empty looking straight through her empty eyes and her just driving away.

Oh and I'm pretty sure she was with one of my old best friends who I've now found out she's been seeing for a while. Damn, now that's every relationship ended where either a "friend" has taken a girlfriend away from me or jumped straight into my shoes just days after the breakup.