They are attracted to me and me to them.

[Blimblam]

My main experience with BPDs have been waif type girls they seem to be my type and almost every girl I have been close to throughout my life has been one.  They are attracted to me and me to them.

The one thing Ive noticed as a common thread is the way they draw.  They seem to have a very similar drawing style with a pen or pencil.  And when ever they draw eyes the eye is kind of scary and lifeless.

At the end of the relationship I got inspired to draw myself.  I drew cats eyes and I would draw cats eyes that looked really evil, then the next cat I couldn't quite get the eyes to look real at all it would look just off. The I drew an entire picture and the same thing then eventually I drew a cat looking away and looking into the distance into the evil set of eyes.   It was weird how that drawing came together I wasnt trying to draw that at all.

when I look back at those drawings its like I see her in them some faces just a façade then those sinister piercing eyes.

Bpd waifs I noticed tend to be artsy and there pictures tend to be trippy scribbly and dark.