Hi josli,
I'd like to join Emilie Emilie and welcome you. I'm sorry to hear about your break-up and relationship recycles. It's frustrating and stressful and breaking with someone with BPD is incredibly hard.
I'm happy to hear you're in T. I agree it's a slow process and it's a lot to take in. It really takes time and I'm glad you found the family here.
Read as much as you can about BPD. Many members here share similar stories and can offer guidance and support.
I'm glad that you gave found us. Hang in there.
--Mutt