im out

[Hurtbeyondrepair27]

Drunk. not gonna lie. excellent thanksgiving w best friends andparents. deleted okcupid. account. guy likes me dont like him. miss ex even tho hes horrible tobme... hasnt apolilogized. starting new job great opporunity pays well. tired eff life.


want him out of my head. he doesnt care about me.

[Infern0]

Drunk. not gonna lie. excellent thanksgiving w best friends andparents. deleted okcupid. account. guy likes me dont like him. miss ex even tho hes horrible tobme... hasnt apolilogized. starting new job great opporunity pays well. tired eff life.


want him out of my head. he doesnt care about me.

Haha glad you are having a good night

[Hurtbeyondrepair27]

Drunk. not gonna lie. excellent thanksgiving w best friends andparents. deleted okcupid. account. guy likes me dont like him. miss ex even tho hes horrible tobme... hasnt apolilogized. starting new job great opporunity pays well. tired eff life.


want him out of my head. he doesnt care about me.

Haha glad you are having a good night

z


not a good night missing who i thought he was. probably the alcohol. cant believe how badly he treated me.

[fromheeltoheal]

not a good night missing who i thought he was.

What if what we miss is who we were when we were with who we thought they were?  If we were all-in and it felt great, it's best to remember that, realize and accept we made a mistake in choice of partners, and go create that with someone capable of reciprocating.  When you sober up, what's a step you can take in that direction Hurt?

[Hurtbeyondrepair27]

not a good night missing who i thought he was.

What if what we miss is who we were when we were with who we thought they were?  If we were all-in and it felt great, it's best to remember that, realize and accept we made a mistake in choice of partners, and go create that with someone capable of reciprocating.  When you sober up, what's a step you can take in that direction Hurt?

starting an office cooridinator job that pays well. New changes coming. hopefully tyat will help.

[Hurtbeyondrepair27]

Hes gone and i miss my best friend

[Seriously?]

I feel you,  Hurt. I am missing my best friend, too. I was drinking a bit over the weekend too. Maybe that's what started all those thoughts for me. My inhibitions were down and alcohol is a depressant after all. I hope your new job does help. A new focus and all that. Take care of you!

[HappyNihilist]

excellent thanksgiving w best friends andparents. deleted okcupid. account. guy likes me dont like him. starting new job great opporunity pays well.

It sounds like you've had a fun holiday with people you love. That's awesome! And congratulations on your great new job.  

It sounds like you feel like you're not quite ready to try dating again, which is perfectly fine. Only you can decide when you're ready.

miss ex even tho hes horrible tobme... hasnt apolilogized.

want him out of my head. he doesnt care about me.

Hes gone and i miss my best friend

Is someone who is horrible to you and doesn't care about you really a good friend?

I understand wanting him out of your head! Is the OK Cupid thing what made you start thinking about him and missing him?

[billypilgrim]

Hes gone and i miss my best friend

What sort of best friend treats you like this?  What sort of best friend can do this to you?  Is that a best friend you want in your life?  I have to ask myself this almost daily because I thought my ex was my best friend, when in reality I was just clinging to the nonsense she fed me.

I'm sorry you are having a rough night.  Try to take it easy on yourself.