2 weeks NC. I miss him, he has already moved on.

[Beach_Babe]

So I told him I was done after he sabotaged two more attempts to visit (we have a ldr). Like a jackass I was willing to pay everything,  including hotel (I cant stay with him because he lives with mom and she dislikes me) gas, parking and meals. All I asked was he bring his car. He promised, then refused saying he was afraid to drive  after the snowstorm Juno. He would take the train and meet me at the airport, no car. I threw a fit because right now in NYC it is freezing. He said hed pay the cab, then recinded that too at the last minute. Id now pay that too. So I lost my cool (this is 6 times now since Halloween) and told him to go f#$ himself.

Fast forward two weeks NC. I hear from a mutual friend he is busy planning a soiree for his upcoming birthday (which of course im not invited, I never am) and has someone new. So here I am devasated, and this sob doesnt even miss me? Nice.

[Beach_Babe]

I am really starting to miss him now, but know I can't go back.