I Know I need to move on but...

[Should I stay or...]

 ... .I'm still in mourning, it's been over 6 months since we last spoke. I awake and fall asleep thinking of her; I even scream her name out loud as I drive passed some of our old haunts hoping she can possibly feel the cosmic vibration of my voice... .and think of me too.

I know I need to move on and have taken several positive steps to do so, but tell me, has anyone ever felt this way? I almost don't want the next relationship to work out, because if it does, I know the memories and possibilities' of going back to her will never be. I'm in my own push pull.

[C.Stein]

I understand all too well how you are feeling.

[LostGhost]

Some days I'm doing ok. But some days I feel just like you  Only been 2 1/2 months for me. One step forward every day, it's the only way. We have to keep moving forward. I think we get stuck because we'd rather deal with the known pain of being with them, than the unknown future before us.

[hopealways]

Trust the process of NC, time and understanding of the disorder is what will help you heal.