Trivia and concert

[Depression = 72% of members]

I'm still trying to do no contact. Though I've broken it a few times.  But in the midst of trying not to contact her we hand been playing trivia crack.  Which is something we used to do a long time ago. Then sort of stopped. But a few weeks ago we started playing again.

Other than that the concert (big name artist - Elton) is in a few weeks. At this point though I know I shouldn't take her I will I think.  Also I am sort of planning on a nice dinner before hand.  Not a Ruth's chris or anything but close. 

I told her since it will probably be one of the last times I see you, let's at least do it right. 

She asked where did THAT come from?  I didn't respond too much. But again it's clear she's got her new bar friends and player types from the bars. 

It's a struggle not to text her.  I haven't Unfriended her from social media or blocked her. 

Anyhow. Just sharing.  I know the concert and dinner will be a good time. No doubt. 

If I really love her, then as some have said I've got to accept her as she is.  Not what I want her to be.

Still I know I've got to move on.

[Scopikaz]

I'm still trying to do no contact. Though I've broken it a few times.  But in the midst of trying not to contact her we hand been playing trivia crack.  Which is something we used to do a long time ago. Then sort of stopped. But a few weeks ago we started playing again.

Other than that the concert (big name artist - Elton) is in a few weeks. At this point though I know I shouldn't take her I will I think.  Also I am sort of planning on a nice dinner before hand.  Not a Ruth's chris or anything but close. 

I told her since it will probably be one of the last times I see you, let's at least do it right. 

She asked where did THAT come from?  I didn't respond too much. But again it's clear she's got her new bar friends and player types from the bars. 

It's a struggle not to text her.  I haven't Unfriended her from social media or blocked her. 

Anyhow. Just sharing.  I know the concert and dinner will be a good time. No doubt. 

If I really love her, then as some have said I've got to accept her as she is.  Not what I want her to be.

Still I know I've got to move on.