want to die

[lillylou2]

i am coming to terms about my relationship that me and him aren't okay or best fitted for each other.
We love each other and we are good together but we're not suited.
He gets angry and takes it out on me and I end up thinking I want to die and I always give up due to be hurt by previously relationships and How they hurt me and made me feel.

I don't want me and him to break up but I don't think we're suited, He hurts me and takes his problems out on me which I think isn't right, I tell him too call or talk to someone but no I have to get the abuse..
I honestly Will die inside if we loose our relationship, How do I fix it? I am so tired please help 

[Woolspinner2000]

Hi lillylou2, 

I am so glad you shared your thoughts with us. It sounds like you are in a really tough spot right now. How are things today, any better?

You mentioned that you have to "get the abuse." Can you share a bit more about that? Are you being emotionally and physically hurt? We want you to be as safe as possible.

Looking forward to hearing more from you.

 
Wools