It has been 28 days nc with my xuBPDbf... . after 18 months of on again off again recycling. Too many times to actually count. Mostly I am angry at him, angry at myself for allowing this to happen to me. I can say I have had 2 moments of sadness in these last 28 days, those are difficult times, but I go back and reread all the hateful emails and remind myself why I had to finally let go. I'm proud of myself for being strong again and I really hope he finds the happiness he is looking for - it just won't ever be with me and I've accepted that as well. Life is truly getting better by the day for me and I'm so thankful for it. Just wanted to share
