I'm almost a year now going NC, and things have gotten better by leaps and bounds compared to what they were, but there are some things that bring up memories every now and then, someone I see that looks like her, passing by a certain restaurant, a certain song, and it really just makes me sad inside, it just feels like a cut off a piece of myself and just gave it to someone... .that set it on fire and laughed. This song describes it somewhat
www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBumgq5yVrA