Today i called D13 mom to tell my her exBPD was manipulating her and i wanted to put child services so it stops, i never got a chance to tell her and that i had texts of the discussion between them she just kept going back on our relation, on how this and how exBPD looks like nice ( for fu£k sake, she got a retraining order on her ) anyhow I'm messed up right now... .And text exBPD to tell her about her abuse and using my kids and she just laugh at me ... ."

, I've been done with you for long... .
this from someone who i went back to after using my kids, hurting more than once my animals, ahhh! Man ! Why didn't i let her down before ? Why ? I'vebeen a wreack bcause of her for the past 4 years, she destroyed me