P+C
Things have gotten way out of control here with the psycho housemate (not the ex) ... I ended up sleeping in the ex's bed last night and we have pretty much been bailed up in his room since he got home yesterday ... I left early this morning to come back to my room, fell asleep but he woke me a couple of hours later to make us some breakfast and we have hung out all day/night again.
It's midnight now + I am in my own room/bed because the psycho housemate and his GF are in bed and it seems to be relatively safe for me to be in here.
Last night/yesterday while lying on the ex's bed watching films, we were lying arms next to each other, touching when we talked etc ... but, as stated, there is nothing really sexual happening (in fact, the subject of impotency came up when we were joking around about something on that happened in a film ... and he stated point blank that he is currently completely impotent ... I don't know what to make of that given that he spent 2 nights with the replacement just a week ago) ... .
I am going to read your post P+C ... my troubles in this house have escalated beyond boiling point so my stress levels are crazy high ... I have been told I have to be out in 14 days due to bringing my dog here (even though they told me it ws fine to do so about a month ago) ... luckily, the ex was there when the psycho and his GF came at me and the ex stood in between them and me and stuck up for me and then insisted I stay in his room so that they couldn't yell at me again ... .now, he is also being evicted ... .when he asked why they are blaming my dog on him also ... I apologised to him but he said that it is not my fault/nothing to do with me ...
The other couple that live out the back want to get out of here as well and today, they asked if 'we' (ex and me) want to move out with them ... .the psycho couple are also talking about 'you guys' when referring to the ex and me ... everyone is assuming or acting like he and I are a couple ... which we aren't ... .but we have really been thrown together now in this crazy situation.
The ex expressed concern that he is going away on Dec 26th for 3 days and says he is worried about leaving me here ("I worry about what is going to happen to you" ... but the way he said it ... I don't know ... there was a definite 'friendship-only' aspect to it ...
If people keep making comments about him and me it is going to trigger him ... in fact, I think may have already done that a bit - the couple down the back just told us that they have bought 'us' (him and me) a gift for xmas - not one for me and one for him, but a combined gift ... this will probably freak him out.
