Hi everyone, good morning
After her death threats from Saturday (she said she will hire a hitman, or "better yet take a knife and kill me herself", I've spoke to her last night and told her that that was a major red line she crossed, and she must go to seek professional help "or else". I didn't elaborate what will I do if not, but in my head it can either be me calling police, or going to a lawyer... .
So after kind of accepting that this is something she needs to do, she tried presenting her side of the argument. As usual it was twisted truths full of her insecurities - I don't value her, I am going to therapy because I am trying to find a way out of the marriage or simply because I want the therapist to think that I am the good guy, then she said that I am making her sick to her stomach and she is about to have a panic attack, then continued with a list of my flaws and how horrible of a person I am.
Granted, one of my biggest flaws is sometimes the inability to validate, especially after I hear the same complain over and over and her doing the same mistakes again. So when she comes to complain I gently suggest she thinks what have she done wrong.
WRONG, I know, but still I do that sometimes.
It went on to her crying - which is always a good sign as she usually yells and accuse and almost never cries - but then, maybe she is just trying to soften my heart, and cause me to stop forcing her going into therapy... . she said she wants to go to her parents - mind you, the same parents she almost never speak to.
I told her how horrible it must be living in a world with not a single person you confide in. No friends, sister, nothing (she herself admitted that) and how good will it feel to at least share with someone what she is going through.
Very bizarre conversation. I don't even know where all of this is going to lead to, but I must insist on the therapy aspect.
Please give me some feedback, help and mainly love and support
Thank you