abashed the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is

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So i had a turning point in my healing the BPDexgf all week has been trying to rub her new bf in my face and it has made me mad except today i have finaly realized in the end he will not ride off into the sunset with my "family" i have noticed she uses him dame as she does anyone he #oesnt work seems nice enough she moved him in after 3 weeks of meeting him typical BPD stuff but today as i was reading miltons paradise lost not only do i interpret that as my r/s a paradise lost built on lies but that quote abashed the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is abashed means to feel shame so i take that quote as the devil feels terrible when he can not bring the worst out of the subject person and shamefull in the presence of goodness the same way its apparent thats how ex feels when she cant get a rise outof me so i will no longer giver her the power to do so