Hilarious :D

[Depression = 72% of members]

Hey family

I have been in NC for two months now. My close friends understan that she is disordered as they have witnessed some of the crazy makings while i was with her. My friends now know that i am more comfortable talking or hearing anything about her. My exBPD is into poetry and now since i have known her dynamics well i recall a lot of contradicting and double meaning poetry as if more than one person have written the piece.

So last night my friend informed me that her status on whatsapp was a verse of her poetry where the translation is i am like the sea i drown and get rescued all by myself.


I really loled. She is trying to convince herself now that she can be independent. Unfortunately i am leaving for good to another country in a week. I will miss the show or the pattern that would be hilarious to watch. But i have been told many stories and patterns during the idealization phase so thats fair enough i guess. I am really amazed by their denial and impulseveness 

[antjs]

Hey family

I have been in NC for two months now. My close friends understan that she is disordered as they have witnessed some of the crazy makings while i was with her. My friends now know that i am more comfortable talking or hearing anything about her. My exBPD is into poetry and now since i have known her dynamics well i recall a lot of contradicting and double meaning poetry as if more than one person have written the piece.

So last night my friend informed me that her status on whatsapp was a verse of her poetry where the translation is i am like the sea i drown and get rescued all by myself.


I really loled. She is trying to convince herself now that she can be independent. Unfortunately i am leaving for good to another country in a week. I will miss the show or the pattern that would be hilarious to watch. But i have been told many stories and patterns during the idealization phase so thats fair enough i guess. I am really amazed by their denial and impulseveness 

[mywifecrazy]

Glad to see that your coming around AJ THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE! Good luck on your trip .

[Narellan]

Hey AJ good for you moving on with your life. You have managed to detach from this sticky web of destruction. Well done on NC. You have come a long way since your earlier posts

[antjs]

Thanks mwc and narellan for your replies


Yes i get better days now. The more you understand BPD the more it is easy to let go. The moment you realize and acknowledge that you are dealing with a disorder and not a person with rational thoughts and feelings is the moment you will be set free. One more positive step is that my therapist ended the sessions. He told me that i do not need him anymore and that i am doing good.

I will try to sound sincere and not rude when i say this. My heart with all you here who have been for long with their pwBPD. I am glad that i was out shortly. I hope the peace and hope to be with you all

[Red Sky]

I'm glad you're moving on and I hope your new life is exciting and fruitful!