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Author Topic: clearing out the closet  (Read 393 times)
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« on: July 20, 2014, 02:20:03 PM »

Well today was the day i decided to clean out the rest of her clutter from my closet. And i found a bag full of love letters birthday cards and valentines cards, yes opps i read them all and yes painfull and upseting. But i found a rather telling valentines card recieved on our third year here it is below see what you think.

To my sexy man, my love, i love you with all i physicaly can

what can i say our 3rd valentines day

thought you would of got bored  by now

i know i certainly havent

wish too spend many years together

your probably thinking ___ Laugh out loud (click to insert in post)!

your such a special guy i so lucky to have you

wasn't expecting to have anyone in my life or anything

but got you your the angel you just dont know it

your good to everyone and never selfish

you lighten my dark world wish you were in charge of the world it would be a better place

im blabbering

I just hope my jelousy nervinois worry and crazy thoughts dont drive you away

its a problem im cursed with a mind thst plays tricks on me

i just think everyone runs away from me at some point

anyway happy card

you are the most precious person i have ever loved

I hope i get better for you

love devil kitty

i prey we are never apart


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« Reply #1 on: July 20, 2014, 02:27:20 PM »

Ominous and sad!
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« Reply #2 on: July 20, 2014, 02:59:47 PM »

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I just hope my jelousy nervinois worry and crazy thoughts dont drive you away

its a problem im cursed with a mind thst plays tricks on me

i just think everyone runs away from me at some point

anyway happy card

you are the most precious person i have ever loved

I hope i get better for you

Shows some pretty good awareness, and that ever-present fear of abandonment.
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« Reply #3 on: July 20, 2014, 06:49:54 PM »

After 10 years of being together and an extra 2 as just friends she didnt get better for me. I just fell head long into the rabbits hole . So sad as her good side is that of a saint and the dark is so fark its scary you never know who is going to greet you when she answers the door.i just loved the honesty in the card i thought i was helping her out of a bad place i was wrong she took me with her to the  darkest place i have ever been and thats sad too because thats how she feels all the time  :'(
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