I knew. The thing is I trully loved that girl. I didn't know what borerline personality disorder was though. The thing was I locked away some of those emotions in my core and burried them there.
I talked to her the other day she's in therapy now. She blamed me for everything but she did tell me and gave me the answers I was looking for in a BPD way.
I've put two and two together that the anger I've buried comes out in passive aggressive ways, and enables the cycle to continue.
So I'm considering the "wisemind" and how to spend more time with mine. Was it therpaeutic to get the answers you were looking for?"