i left :(

[ImGoingCrazy]

I just left ... .it was so hard and painful for both... .he said he cant believe youre doing this... .i left him standing there in the rain hopeless and desperate  im feeling terribly bad ... .

He did not anything bad to me , its just that he limits my life so much in many aspects... .i said to him i just want to work on myself ... .and he said if u go dont turn back because i cant stand the pain anymore , i cant let u play games with me ( because i tried to leave 5 times , and did not do it)... .

I miss him so much already , deep down i do love him , but i coudnt do it ... .i miss my life and how positive it was... .



Im depressed

[Heldfast]

It sounds like you needed it, but any more details on relationship? How do you know it was BPD?

With any relationship you need to look to yourself first and see that you are happy in it and believe in it, if you do not, and you cannot make the improvements necessary to sustain that happiness, then it is not a relationship to save. Good luck and be strong, and know that there are wonderful moments out there in life worth looking forward to.