Got text after 4 months b/u, n/c

[jalen]

Received text last week hoping I'm ok and happy

[once removed]

how do you feel as a result of this text?

[jalen]

Actually fine, I replied the next day hoping you're always happy, I'm unsure if will ever speak again if so I need to say sorry for some of my actions I didn't understand then and thank you for being a part of me growing today and being a better person.bye.          I did mean it, I think I'm ok, I feel like a have grown throught this and actually thankfull as I've changed my own faults that I used to sabotage my own life with. I think I let go with love

[jalen]

I'm at work waiting around so I'm posting quickly, throught the pain, tears and heartache I was able to learn more about myself than ever, and now I love myself even more and have even more love to give. I'm learning to fly again. As for my feelings for her, I loved her before even with her faults and I've let go with love. I wish all the best.