Antimatter personality destroyer

[sangreal]

Well I think this is more appropriate name if this disorder ever exists.

They run away from the things they want the most. When the things they want most comes to them they want another thing.

They want things perfect even though nothing is perfect. But if they somehow meet with god, they would tell it to go away since its perfect. They just can't stand still... .just still.

You want to change them first, but after a time you realise you love them the way they are, and you dont want to change them... .they love you for accepting them with all their imperfections. You are happy with them. now... .THEY want to change THEMSELVES to deserve you. Now they put you in god position. And now its your fault if you make even the tiniest bit of a mistake.

They blame you if you are angry and accuse you of being an abuser. But if another man is kind they will also accuse them of being kind and want violence... .

They just... .they just cant grab their beer, and sit in silence and enjoy ourselves together. Do you know what I mean? The world is messed up, and it will even be worse in the coming years since the world is faster and faster going into downfall.

Grass is greener on the other side should be the motto to these people. I feel like everything wrong with humanity and the mathematics of the universe just came together and created BPD.

And since all this feminist agenda is running rampart they found a way to do all they want without getting a warning.

Of course to them all men are potential woman beater, a potential abuser. They have the proof that it is rising so why not take it out on the one who are closest to them? Great idea.


Now get all this. All of us have different personalities. Let's bring one of them and let's say we have an experiment. Somehow I feel they will find the things and change the story what best suits that persons identity and personality and crush them the best way they can. Bullseye.


Why more destruction while the world is falling apart why cant they just stay together and appreciate the meaning of this. Its now even more important than ever.

Im even ok if they see the world black and white, but they cant even do that right.

Rant over. Out.


Still going strong, still know that I will work things out. I will reanimate her.

[Turkish]

Still going strong, still know that I will work things out. I will reanimate her.

sangreal,

Is this your responsibility? Or is she responsible for her feelings, no matter how disordered? Do you feel that this is ultimately fulfilling here, or is it continuing to contribute to a one-way dynamic?

T