Support group or people in Seattle?

[SoundcityTony]

My ex of 16 years has BPD, we have children together. She is full of rage and wants to hurt me however she may. It seems as if she's desperately trying to get me either killed or put in jail for anything. I don't understand? I'm just heartbroken and full of sadness/anxiety! I don't know where to start? The kids are all with me, she cannot support them or care for them. Through the years she has abandoned us, stolen, assaulted, lied lied lied, screamed at, the list is unreal! The accusations she's made about me are unbelievable: rape, beating, molestation, drug use, etc. o could go on for days. I don't even know who this person is anymore to the point that I lost myself in all of this. I should be used to it but it gets worse and more difficult through the years.