That whole "if it feels like it, it must be so" thing
Feelings are valid, and very often shine a light on/express our truths.
This has been a traumatic, up and down, life-changing experience.
You're still working through it. Still letting go. Still healing.
For example, I've hardly had any nightmares my whole life.
But during/after this relationship? I've lost track of how many there have been.
It's a way for my brain and heart to continue making sense of things even while asleep.
Are these dreams tied into how I'm feeling, while dealing with the stress of grieving? For sure.
It hasn't been 'normal', but neither was the r/s. We're different now. And getting better.